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"Anthurium 2020, A Fever Dream"

As published by "PRIVATE: A Review of Photos",

Burgundy Region, France, November, 2020.


Contact Information, Bio, Photo, Summary of Photo Essay, Title and Caption List 


Bruce Bowers          

(301) 646-3481

340 Market Street East 

Gaithersburg, Maryland 20878



I am an internationally published photographer living just outside of Washington DC.  I have been a Professor of Art, a workshop facilitator, and the owner of my own business for much of my life.  I am entering my fifth decade of immersion in the visual arts.  I have an M.F.A. in Sculpture, a B.F.A. in Painting, and a Master of Photography Certificate from the New York Institute of Photography.  My work has appeared in over 90 Regional, National, and International exhibitions and is in many educational, corporate, and private collections.


Summary of “Anthurium, 2020; A Fever Dream”`

Bruce Bowers:  Photographer, Creator, Location Manager, Editor

Erin Schaal:  Photographer’s Assistant

Anastasia Green:  Model


This year, 2020, is one of the most difficult that many of us have lived through.  The problems that the United States faces have a lot in common with those shared by our sisters and brothers around the world.  People everywhere tend to react to both physical and emotional pain in many of the same ways.  Of course, cultural differences exist, but we are bound by our shared humanity.  Sudden frightening assaults from a multitude of sources elicit a human response.  “Anthurium, 2020: A Fever Dream”, incorporates a surrealist documentary format to express an emotional and psychological process similar to that which millions have endured, in reaction to a public health crisis, political tension, economic hardship, social unrest, and painful levels of personal isolation.    


The Anthurium is one of the longest blooming flowers in the world.  It is a symbol of creativity, sexuality, longevity, fellowship, and hope.  It serves as an avatar as it guides our subject, model Ana Green, through the multitude of challenges that so many of us have faced during this current year.  Along with my assistant, Erin Schaal, we’ve worked together on a storyboard that I assembled about six weeks before our shoot in order to ensure that we all had a good understanding of the kinds of scenes and shooting locations that would come into play.  A big challenge was to make the message accessible without getting so involved in the story that we risked losing our audience.  Not only the images, but the progression and resolution of the story is suggestive and open ended.  The captions are merely a guide.  


I am well aware of the many outstanding photo projects that have been executed using COVID-19 as subject matter.  Rather than taking a strictly documentary approach I address, by using referential symbols in each image, how one might react on a strictly personal level to the challenging events of 2020.  In our current situation in America, these are bound together by a thread.  It is not only a thread of events, it’s also one of feelings.  Due to the current state of governance, fraught with constant lying and a lack of centralized leadership, the concept of objective truth has been relegated to a sliding scale and its effect is to confuse and divide us.  The division of ideologies in America is worse now than at any time since our Civil War in the early 1860’s.  This phenomenon will be a large part of the legacy of this period and may be responsible for tens of thousands of unnecessary deaths and unimaginable suffering.  


When these photos are viewed in sequence, they are meant to be evocative, similar to a fever dream.  Every frame juxtaposes psychologically potent images.  Railroad tracks can carry us far away and are symbolic of change, loss, or the fear of either.  Walls are physical or emotional barriers and houses are strong symbols of both the subconscious and unconscious self.  My intention is that the interaction of these elements will tell the story of the subject’s personal journey.  As isolation takes hold of many of us, the repetition of events from day to day can be hypnotic.  Many of us have lives that seem as if they are being lived in continuous twilight, in a dreamy loop of repetition.  As a result, each of our interpretations of this essay will be different and will be born of our individual experience.


It seems evident that a crack has formed both in ourselves and in our country that time won’t fix.  Through that crack, though, comes sunlight, hope, empathy, and a shared destiny.  We dream. We hope. We imagine.  We do these things until the day comes when we surrender to our new normal and go to work and school and visit our friends and take a role in our community.  We may need to be very vigilant for quite a while.  Eventually, though, a Valentine’s Day like the one that Ana faces will come, but without a multi-faceted menace waiting for us in the wings.  


One day, hopefully, we’ll tell our children and our grandchildren about the great hurdles of 2020.  Let’s suggest to them that they nurture the wildflower in each of them and to let it flourish and bloom and be their guide through the rough patches of life. 

May the future hold them, and us, warm in the arms of Grace and keep us all in good stead.


1. Valentine's Day

On January 31, 2020, the United States government issued a Public Health Emergency for the Novel 2019 Coronavirus after receiving word that a new disease with lethal potential was emerging overseas.  Many Americans remain unaware or confused by conflicting information.


2. Confusion

March 1.  Stories of the spread of COVID-19 are everywhere and the media is turning up the volume on its reporting.  Anxiety builds, although many people keep their feelings private.


3.  Suspicion

March 16.  Theories abound and people are beginning to be divided into two camps; believers and non-believers. The government just issued a set of health guidelines for citizens and businesses.  They are loosely followed as a split between denialism and science arises.


4. Apprehension

April 1.  There is no doubt that the United States has joined the world in its battle with the virus.  Millions of people are laid off or furloughed from work and the stock market is in free fall.  Home schooling begins.


5. Fear

April 16.  Many people are frightened.  Trips to the grocery store require a face mask and "social distancing".  They become dark and ominous excursions.  More and more people are getting terribly sick, but the government is relaxing some of its guidelines for safety.


6. Isolation

May 25.  Seclusion is common as outings and social interactions suffer.  Substance abuse, depression, domestic violence, self-harm, and financial worry are increasing.  An African American man named George Floyd was brutally killed by police and protesters are roaming the streets.  Emergency rooms and morgues are overflowing.  It is an historically desperate time in America as the Administration downplays the severity of the virus.  


7. Loss

June 1.  Death and loss touch the lives of many.  Protective equipment for frontline workers is in short supply and survival supplies for the very ill are severely depleted.  Social unrest intensifies as a disproportionate number of non-white members of society suffer the worst cases of COVID-19.


8.  Frozen

June 15.  Many people become frozen into inaction as they lose their ability to fight back against the invisible enemy.  Hope, inspiration, creativity, and dreams of a brighter future are waning. 


9. Think

June 22.  Many of us are asking ourselves the question, "What are my personal options for living some semblance of a normal life?".


10. Reflection

June 24.  There is plenty of time for self examination during these times of isolation and loneliness.  Looking deeply through the eyes of loss, an answer may be possible for many.


11. Realization

June 24.  All of the citizens of the world need help.  No one is exempt.  Some of us feel that their face mask suddenly feels lighter and more bearable.


12. Protection

June 25.  The social distancing, crowd avoidance, face masks, and constant hand washing that seemed like such a burden in the recent past are beginning to be seen as the work of a generous spirit; an act of kindness and grace.


13. Outside

June 26.  In looking around, the world looks safe.  People are longing for the fresh air and sunshine of a normal summer.  The relaxing of government restrictions is being reversed in some parts of the country as cases of the Coronavirus increase,


14. Inspiration

July 15.  Go for a walk.  Ride your bike.  Go fishing.  Read a book in the sunlight.  Socialize outdoors and use a face mask.  Use your phone more and touch base with friends.  Be inspired to get back into the mainstream of life.  Think about it.


15. Leaving

July 25.  Even without the hope of any immediate physical contact with others, doors are opening and many people, in spite of the ever present threat, are pushing aside their fears and saying "Hello" to the outside world.  People in many situations seek and find those small things that make their lives worth living.


16. Carefully

August 1. For the safety and good of all among the population, most people re-enter society very carefully.


17. Crack

August 15.  "Ring the bells that still can


Forget your perfect offering

There is a crack in everything

That's how the light gets in"

From "Anthem"

by Leonard Cohen


18. Help

October 2.  The President of the United States tested positive for COVID-19 today.  Feeling alone, again, many people reach out to one another as the dreaded "Fall Surge" of infections starts and society is faced with a fresh onslaught of death and decay.  Still, we go on with the dream of a vaccine, economic recovery, unification of a deeply divided populace, and the hope for a brighter future.



November 7.  President Elect, Joe Biden and Vice President Elect, Kamala Harris, win the election.  The majority of American society is filled with hope and optimism, even as the pandemic reaches its most severe level since we became aware of it last winter.  People celebrate those things that they still have, as the lesson of a lifetime is learned by so many.  Someday, hopefully, we'll be able to tell our grandchildren the great story of all that happened during the year 2020.

Dedicated to all who lost so much during this troubled year. 


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